I heard this from both my mother and my sister when I told them that things were not going to play out on time. (this was last month) My faith in the judicial system has ridiculously weakened. I know people do dumb shit all the time that requires lawful punishment and the Courthouse is always up to their ears in cases, but honestly, what is worse: a traffic violation or a first degree murderer out on bond? 11 months so far of ‘freedom’. Its not fair. He gets to spend Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years and even Valentine’s Day with his “family”. Point blank and premeditated and he gets to wake up to a new day. Its not fair. I figure the reality is, (as told by my sister) that he is walking on eggshells and that he’ll not be able to enjoy the holidays with the way things are. But really, nothing compares to being with family during the holidays. I don’t even know that I can call those people a “family”. I hate guns so much. 100% and hell bent. He’s a lowlife coward that ruined everything and yet I can’t hate him. Matter of factly speaking, I forgave a lone time ago. I’ll never know why, but it doesn’t mean I don’t blame him. He deserves what he’ll get. 

One thing: Don’t hold back. Regretting is the worst.